Allhumdulilah I have the honour of being a Muslim, a fact I do not take for granted and I am grateful everyday for being guided to the correct path. Like everyone else I feel often like things can be a struggle and recently find that its become a battle, I suspect I may be the victim of sihr which is black magic. Allahu alam. At first I was very afraid but I feel ok now, nothing can harm those whom Allah protects.
I believe that this was sent to me as a test by Allah s.w.t.a, and only He can remove it from me, I have been suffering with a big iman drop and what I can only describe as arguments in my mind which i don't believe were with myself though it sounds like my thoughts they are not mine. Things like " if I remove hijaab my life will be better" authubilahi mina shaitani rajeem.
I had hijama done recently and that cleared those thoughts allhumdulilah however I am still not feeling 100%. Until recently I didnt really think I could be a victim of sihr, I pray my salah and fast ramadan and follow the commands of Allah however we know that Muhammed saws was a victim of sihr. If the greatest man who walked the earth can fall victim to this then of course I can.
I am finding that keeping wuthu and making as much ibadah as possible very helpful, the cure is islam and Quran.
We do acts of Ibadah like reciting Subhannallah, Allhumdulilah, Allahu akbar 33 times after every salah and reciting ayah al Kursi to protect us from the enemy Shaitan. These acts benefit us greatly, we recieve barakah for them and they bring us closer to Allah subhanna wa taala. Subhannallah the Mercy of our Lord is amazing, He has given us so many blessings and encourages us to do these things to benefit our own souls He is above the need for our prayers, the prayer is for us to gain inshaallah.
I feel I am cleansing myself inside and out, improving my iman and drawing closer to Allah. I begg for his mercy and healing amin.
http://islam.worldofislam.info/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&catid=67:islam&id=454:ways-of-treating-sihr-witchcraft-or-magic
Quran is the cure by Allah's will.
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